but I know I have to be strong
for everyone I love
and sometimes it gets so hard
and I know everything happens
for a reason
but that's a cliche I don't need
And when I'm strong,
I have to hide
I know its wrong to want to die
and sometimes when I have to be strong,
strong for those I love
I falter and I give in
and maybe someday I will see
what they say they see
when they look at me
And when I'm strong,
I force a smile
It won't last long,
but it looks good for awhile