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My Head

Wake up! I need to get ready
for my thoughts to rapidly get heavy
from everything I've done
and everything I said.
All these random thoughts,
flying in my head,
they never seem to cease;
or even slow down.
I need to take a deep breath
and try to count down
from ten to one-
before I come undone
and release the part of me
I wish I've never become.

(I've never become) x2


Inside of me, there lies dormant,
a presence that thrives on mental torment
It doesn't care the subject, plot or season
and it doesn't need a reason.
It just throws out any insult in my head
and I'm always forced to hear the awful things that it said.
That's my consequence for choosing not to speak.
That's what I get for turning the other cheek.
That was my choice. I'd rather be silent
because I know my tone of voice will come across violent.
It happens every time! I always lack the control to control my voice.
It's a virus.
The pain that comes across with my spoken words
is just an unwanted part of my gifted curse.
I'm sorry I never meant for you to hear
The savage maniac inside me that I fear.

So now. I need to be ready
for my thoughts to rapidly get heavy
from everything I've done
and everything I said.
All these random thoughts
flying through my head
never seem to cease;
or even take a break.
I've gotta focus hard. Now I have to make
a mental count down from ten to one
I know what I'll become.

The demons in my voice make me feel like
I don't have a choice but accidentally start a fight.
Thinking on my feet has never been my big strength
So when I have something to say, I keep it restraint...

(I speak with rage)

So here we go. I need to be ready
for my thoughts to rapidly get heavy
from everything I've done.
I've run my mouth and said
all these random thoughts flying through my head.
The voices were too loud
I had to make a choice.
Unfortunately it meant I had to use my voice.
I resisted my countdown from ten to one.
This is the day you see who I've become.

Mikey Anderson · 359 days ago
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